The Blog of mandy5367

Once again, just blogging cause somehow I stayed up too late, AGAIN.

After what I feel was a lot of hard work and stress, my dreams of being soon married to Jeffrey have been crushed. At least here in our county, in order to complete the marriage license application, both parties have to go downtown to the license office. As much as I pleaded, they do not consider military an excuse for not being able to make it during their open hours, and since those are only during the week and Jeff is not going to be here until about midnight Friday (god forbid his plane get delayed :( ) and leaves on Sunday, that's not possible. Good thing I really didn't invest anything in to it besides a $24 dress, which I may or may not return. Of course, that makes me feel bad that he already bought his plane ticket....

I am insanely happy I know when I get to see him again, and actually, that it's only 8 days away! Or 9, depending on how you look at it.

Now I'm feeling selfish for making him spend $300 to come see me :/.... but I miss him so much....

I will never be able to get used to him not being around. I think my heart refuses to believe I can be so madly in love with someone I will only get to see for about 30 days out of this year. A total of one month a year. No. I can't handle that.