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Oct 15th, 2008

I love you, Jeff Rich.

I can actually say I'm happy tonight. For a while there I was just in a slump, living my life and repeating in my head "I'm just waiting for July 15th".... but tonight I feel alive again. I owe all this to talking to Jeff tonight, and REALLY talking to him.... I'm not sure how long we were on the phone but it was a few hours, and it feels like everything is right in the world again. If that makes any sense of course.

Sure, we didn't talk about anything important, but that's the best part about it. Meaningless conversations about simply everything are exactly the kind of conversations I want from my mate. I love everything about Jeff. Everything in our relationship fits right.

I would've gotten married to him months ago if it had been possible, but now I feel extremely confident that whenever we do get married next year, I won't have a single thought in my head about whether or not we'll make it long-term. I know it would have worked out anyway if we had been married already, but now I just know. If we can make it through this deployment, what the hell can't we make it through?

*sigh* I'm just so happy tonight. I wish he was here so I wasn't going to sleep in an empty bed, but it sounds like I'll get to see him November 1st.... or a few hours before lol depending on if he gets out of work early, drives fast, etc. Sexy time!!!! We both need it.

:D


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It's great to be in love!
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